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And I thought I was over him..
For months, I blocked any thought of him. I refused to feel what I used to feel about him. I avoided anything that would remind me of him. For months, I consciously forgot about him. I did because I had to. Because I did not have the strength to stitch my broken heart. I could not stand up and walk with him in my head.
And after some time, I felt my heart healthier. Starting to beat faster. It wasn't as fast and as enthusiastic as before, but it's beating anyway. Despite, it's still a heart, just newly recovered from a trauma; still fragile.
During the fixing procedures, I kept my heart beating...for him.
And now a story came to me and it hit my heart. Suddenly I felt that piercing pain. And I'm torn down again.
And my heart?
Still beating...slowly.. for him..
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