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September 8, 2007 - Saturday - 4:15pm
FUCK GOSSIPS, JUDGEMENTS & CRITICISMS!
Have you ever felt alone? Have you ever felt what it’s like being judged falsely? Do you know how it feels when people are talking about you and making up false stories involving you? Have you been criticized by people who do not even have the right to comment about you? Not everyone has felt these; not everyone felt what I’m feeling.
Why am I always a subject of judgments? I know I am verbally and actually carefree, but I know what I’m saying and I know what I’m doing. If there is a problem, it is between the two of them, I’m just an accessory of the “crime.” I never chose to be involved. I do not know their history; I do not know their agreements. I’m just here simply for friendship, and it is not in my actual intention to destroy a relationship, a promise, especially myself. You’ll probably say “papunta pa din yun dun,” but papunta man o hindi, as long as wala pa dun, wala pa! Wag kayong mag-assume na papunta nga sa ganun dahil wala kayong alam!
People may be thinking there’s “intimacy” between the two of us. If they could just hear us talking, they’ll know it’s just “gaguhan”. You do not have the right to comment about our status because you have not even seen or witnessed how we treat each other.
If you’re confused or curious, you are all so free to approach and ask me about the truth. At least you’ll get first hand information and not just false assumptions!
If you can’t stop making “chismis” regarding our status, then at least do not criticize and judge me. Who the fucking hell are you to say I’m this and I’m that?! Have we interacted? Have we talked? Have we bonded? How well do you know me?! Fuck that JUDGEMENT….. I’m starting to get irritated with those shitty issues.
I am me and I know my flaws but you have no right to talk about it, especially when I’m not doing anything against you. Damn, you’re not even part of my life!!!!!!!!!!! Who the fucking hell are you to mingle with my business?!!
I know that it’s not easy to change people’s minds. It’s not easy to make them understand, especially when they refuse to understand. I’m not forcing anyone to understand. Talk about me more, gossip about me more, look at me more, I don’t care! I’m so numb of those things; you made me numb.
I’m not telling you to stop the bullshit thing you are doing. CONTINUE!!!!!!! But to tell you, I do not care. I will do what I want to do. I will continue what I am doing. I will be myself, and I will never pretend to anyone, as what I have always been doing.
In my prayers, I never asked anything for myself but only for God to keep the people I love safe.
I never asked to be liked or to be love, but I never asked to be hated.
I never asked for smiles and laughter, yet I never asked for angry faces.
I never asked to be proud, yet I never asked to be belittled.
I never asked anything for myself for I know I do not deserve anything good, yet I never asked for anything worse for myself for I know I do not deserve evil.
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